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black_voodoo

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

in one word: hard.

i've never felt the way i felt about anyone else until i met him. we had everything. and it all slowly fell apart, and now i just dont know what to do anymore. i always will love him with all of my heart-and i dont think he'll ever understand that. i put him through so much shi*t he didnt ever in a million years deserve. i've learned from my mistakes & i wont ever do anything like that ever again. i've lost the best thing that ever happened to me. but all i can say is that i wish him the best. whether i'm in his life anymore or not. even though it kills deep inside i'll learn from my mistakes & know what to do & what not to do in my next relationship like that. all i ever wanted was to be happy with him & we were for the l for a short period ...then i really dont know what happened. i guess i just got too comfortable knowing he was there & then when he wasnt there anymore i didnt know what to do. all i know is that we both have some growing up to do. & i wish i didnt have to wonder what he's doing now. i wish i could stop this wishing & just say my last goodbye. but its easier said than done, of course. with that said; i hope he reads this & thinks things through. because i know i need to think a lot of things through and figure out what i want & how to treat it the best i know how.

xoxo- brianne

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