It's amazing, really,
just how much pain the
human heart can take.
No matter how careful you are...
There is always going to be that sense that you missed something,
the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all.
There's that fallen heart feeling...
that you rushed through moments where you should have been paying attention
growth and change
But anyway lets stop all this nonsense that im talking about above i was really going to make this blog totally good i thought about it all week trying to make it good for you and icouldnt think of a damn thing yeah not like the rest of them ...Love me thats all i ask of you i have to stop totally stop talking about love maybe its a waist of time i mean ...idk you drive me insane i mean you really do ........... In a couple of yrs i will be someones wife thats pretty damn crazy , i was thinking this mornng around 6:15am that i felt like going swimming even though i didnt .Hmm why do I see you lookin at me everytime I close my eyes.Have u ever felt like someone has been in your room but it wasnt you and it wasnt ur mom or dad i had that feeling last night but early that day i had a friend come and search my whole room even my bathroom in my room but no one was there but i just couldnt have that chance cause i was gonna be alone yesterday (thurdsay) anyway so s i slept down stars with my big baby malibu .I had a panic attack isnt that great when i was driving to work i only get them once in a while but mostly all this week actually it suxs it really does ..I guess in the end you start thinking back to the beginning......yeah know ?
xoxo-brianne
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