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Sunday, April 29, 2007
Stress = yuck
i wanna make everything better...
 
 
 
♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.
 


 I still think about him and i still miss him . I wish I could  hear his voice or his laugh or see his smile. I wish he would call  . I wish I could  touch his hair, look into his eyes. I wish  could hear him say i love u babygirl
 
i'm sorry
 
why whenever i break up w/ someone
i always end up regreting it the most && i end up being a emotional little girl about it :(
your babygirl wants u back
i jus want things to be better and stuff.
 
Everything I tried to tell you I failed to
Maybe I'll tell you another time
 
It would of been 2 months monday
 
i still f*cking love u 2
 
 
xoxo - brianne
 
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:01 AM
Updated On: 4/29/2007 at 1:13 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007
It's all a big understanding ...well sorta
 
& i didn't do nothing
 
ohh boi
 
that messege was bad i sent my babe
 
Akwardness & Non Talking has sucked
 
Practiced ALL the things i wanted 2 say
 
 
like i said i would never do anything to intentionally hurt u
 
 
xoxo - Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 6:02 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Great day lovely week so far
he pretty much rocks my world!
But anywho
 
Im being really random mic random
Parting is such sweet sorrow"

he makes me feel yummi inside :)
 
i miss him dearly
yessum lol
oddly thinking in general : Family. cookies. chocolate cupcakes.this dude named matt.am i in your story? i totally should be cause i got lots to tell. indescribable. Everything i've ever imagined plus more.
 
Random thoughts
 
I want YOU to know that i would
never ever intentionally hurt you.
and i that i love you  but we need to talk :(
 
xoxo-brianne
 
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 5:47 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i loveyou.
thats wats totally running through my mind right now
Im still Frustrated && Iritated and bunches of other stuff :(
i miss my babe :(
 
 
I would travel all the way to Canada to see your face, Now thats cute ;)
 
 
it's all wishful thinking
 
xoxo - Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 5:30 PM
Updated On: 4/25/2007 at 4:44 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007
Alright day, better than yesterday i can tell u that lol
As u can tell im really happy cause i talked to my babe boo today :)
he is jus the custest thing ♥
Man do i miss that  boi
&& yeah idk wat else to say
 
 
Random thoughts
 
 

 

As I lay here in bed crying my eyes out

Thinking of the fear that frightens me the most

Scary, heart broken tragedy is part of what its about

To no one, but one and myself, do I let my fear be post

This fear grows each moment more and more

The sickening feeling in my gut of what the future will bring

Im getting worn out, and my mind and heart are increasingly sore

I wish to be treated as a queen, while I try to make u feel as a king

The aching tries, with the continuing perseverance I strive
 
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:01 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007
I realized (agian) that i still totally despise who i've become i kno i kno i totally said this shi*t before but i do well because of the drinking the excess partying and other things that i have yet to tell my babe but i will eventally but yeah idk but seriously idk wats wrong Seriously... I work so hard at thinking from all perspectives. I try to see things from the eyes of everyone who would be affected, and then make decisions based on that.Arrg...
I hate having to just sit here && be bored and do things totally in general that i kno that isn't the right thing to do i guess its the way i am its wat i do its wat i have to i guess idk.. Ok... so I don't really know how to describe the mood I'm in right now.Here's some words that will give a decent idea of it:
annoyed. frustrated.irritated.stressed.sleepy. shi*t im gonna go to bed ...or something idk && no matt im not sad in jus...saying (i'll tell u about it later) if u bring it up


XOXO Brianne





 


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Published by black_voodoo: 10:33 PM
Updated On: 4/19/2007 at 10:33 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007
Aww my babe is a dork
i missed him
sooo much
 even if he is a bit tipsy but thats ok i guess
Anywho im sleepy
&& bored
I had a great day
Monday i go back to skool (yuck)
&& i get off grounded (yay)
 
 
Random thinking agian
i miss when we didn't have "people" to worry about it was just all of us and it was fine.... maybe i'm morphing into what you were.... i think i just figured that out...

imma take really good advice against my will DON'T fall in LOVE..

it's safer that way...

... but maybe... i can't help it.
 
clogs.matt.handcuffs.tivo.cuddling.bed && my kinky bonsus ;)
not in that order once agian
 
yeps im done .
leave me a comment babe i left u one :)

xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:41 AM
Updated On: 4/15/2007 at 1:42 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007
 
im gonna go lay in bed 4 a while
&& watch a movie
or sumthing
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:17 AM
Updated On: 4/14/2007 at 12:48 AM

Friday, April 13, 2007
This is totally random thinking so relax :)

Let's jus say you've became addictive 2 me
&& hmm you've became of my ...leave it up to u mattie ;)
Lets [exspose]
Let's tell the world
I have ?'s that arent gonna b pretty :(
 
Wow i can get [sexual]
 
its a song trust me
Cuddling. Kissing. Making out. Sex. Ribbons. Parties in general. TiVO. Whips . Handcuffs
[[ e t c . ]]
 
those things are wat im totally into besides this guy named Matt
but not in that order
 
Hey im gonna come steal you && take u back to my home
like a pirate maybe lol
 
Now lets go make this happen lol..
Mattie u better leave me a comment
&& remember Brianne. loves. u.

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:03 AM
Updated On: 4/13/2007 at 1:30 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007
 
"it's all just one big misunderstanding"
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
U live in my ♥, do I live in yours?
 
 
 
 
I think i want u in a body bag lol
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 2:55 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007
I miss my babe
im tired well only a little
 
 
 
 
i wanna talk to u babe
 
 
 
Brianne <3's u
 
 
random thoughts
 
the hardest thing in the world i bet you can all think of certin things you thought were the hardest thing in the world well ill tell you right now that the hardest thing in the world is gettin your heart back form someone you wish would keep it forever it puts that feeling in your gut like your life couldent get worse and guess what your right it cant which is good cause it can only get better and take it from me you dont want to hear about hows its going to get better because you think that that one person will always be there well your right they will there memorie will nvr leave you and idk what to say bout that cause in all ways i want it gone but in all ways i which it would nvr leave ill deal you will deal just kno thats its ok to be sad its ok to be upset to cry to yell to hit its not ok to nvr move on time will hurt and time will help this all came from the heart i hope your happyer then me
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:52 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I <3 u babe
i had a good day today
i guess
im still [grounded] :(
but anywho
idk wat else 2 say
 
 
 
[brianne 's  u ]
 
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 3:45 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007
patiently waiting..
Well i had alright spring break
i went 2 Miami for a couple of days :)
&& now im kinda  [grounded]
:(
for my grades well only one
i miss my babe
i havent talked to him in forever
:(
 
Anywhos
 
im gonna do a survey cause im bored
 xoxo brianne
 
01. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? dinner
02. HOW IS THE SKY LOOKING RIGHT NOW? kinda dark
03. DO YOU LIKE DANCING? yeah
04. IF YOU COULD TELL OFF ANYONE RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? f*ck you.. you need to grow the f*ck up & face the goddamn truth.. GET OVER YOURSELF... you're NOT that great! lol
05. HAVE YOU EVER LED ANYONE ON? probably :/
06. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? depends
07. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED REALLY HARD? last night
08. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO IM YOU? Alex & Sean
09. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU CALLED? idk
10. LOOK TO YOUR RIGHT, WHAT'S THERE? a printer
11. WHERE'S YOUR PHONE? in front of me
12. WHAT'S ON YOUR DESKTOP BACKGROUND?  fish
13. WHERE WOULD YOU TRAVEL IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE? Cali or France
14. HOW FAR DO YOU LIKE FROM THE CLOSEST DUNKIN DONUTS? idk
15. WHAT DO YOU ORDER WHEN YOU GO TO STARBUCKS? i don't usually go there
16. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE GIRL'S NAME? isabella
17. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOY'S NAME? Zach & Sonny
18. ARE LOOKS IMPORTANT? yes
19. ARE YOU A PLAYER? i try not to be
20. ARE YOU A POSITIVE PERSON? i try (:
21. DO YOU TALK ABOUT PEOPLE BEHIND THEIR BACKS? yeahh
22. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE? blonde/brown
23. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TUESDAY? being grounded
24. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? love spell by victoria secrets,hollister cologne
25. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD A MILLION DOLLARS? go shopping lol
26. DO YOU TRUST ANYONE COMPLETELY? not really
27. DO YOU HATE ANYONE? just one person..
28. DO YOU HAVE A POOL OR A HOT TUB? pool
29. DO YOU MISS ANYONE GREATLY? not greatly but a little bit
30. WHERE'S THE FARTHEST YOU'VE TRAVELLED? FL lol
31. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? purple
32. WHAT'S THE SWEETEST THING SOMEONE HAS EVER SAID TO YOU? i love u babygirl 
33. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE? yeah alot
34. DO YOU CRAVE ATTENTION? sometimes
35. HAVE YOU COMPLAINED TODAY? yep
36. LAST TIME YOU HAD BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR STOMACH? last night
37. LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HAPPY? last night
38. WHAT'D YOU DO THIS WEEKEND? lots
39. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO NOW? nothing special really
40. IF YOU COULD WISH FOR ANYTHING, WHAT WOULD IT BE? not 2 be grounded
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:22 PM
Updated On: 4/9/2007 at 11:40 PM

Friday, April 06, 2007
Alright day
not so sick
unlike yesterday :(
&&&&&now
im tired i really totally shouldnt be i came home early agian but im on spring break now so i hopes to get better :)
 
 
"♥it`s contagious
 
he's  a boy unlike the rest =]
 
xoxo brianne 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Published by black_voodoo: 1:37 AM
Updated On: 4/6/2007 at 1:47 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hopscotch.
 
well i had a very okie dokie day
even tho i couldnt find my ipod this morning
&& then i was pissed the rest of the day
&& then i went home early
i was sick wells i still am
:(
its been 2 DAYS !!!
 
 
 
 
[i'm getting into you...because i've got to be your essential to survive...i'm gonna love you with my life.]
 
[i'm getting to kno u each day i like u even more]
 
[...You give me joy thats unspeakable..]
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:55 PM
Updated On: 4/6/2007 at 12:57 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

I'm going to spend my nights either sleepless, or dreaming of you.
who wants a life of lost adolescence,
filled with regrets and antidepressants?




I'm trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, and notes
in all the things I wish I wrote
cause I feel like I've been losing you.
 
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:28 PM
Updated On: 4/2/2007 at 11:33 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007
He says he has to kno wats going on with his babygirl
       i love it
i like it when he is concerned :)
it makes me love him even more
          
i miss are talks
[lets tak all night like we used to ] 
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 10:46 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007
I've come to the realization that I am a ronin. A ronin is a lone samurai. No one to follow....... No one to lead. However, he soldiers on becuase it is what he was born to do. It is his purpose in life...
    I am doomed to walk that same path..... There will forever be that cold spot next to me on this mattress... The cold spot that should've been filled by the comfort of a warm body to clutch... The cold spot that has been cold for far..... too..... long.

Its only been a day... and already I miss him..Gosh ive think i've said this maybe twice but maybe im getting 2 attached (not a good thing )
 
 
 
xoxo brianne
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 2:30 AM


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