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Saturday, March 31, 2007
 
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Well
im bored
&& sleepy
&& i miss him
----
 
Back up, take another chance. Don't you mess up, I don't want to lose you.
 
The days they grow few and far between,
The person I am and who I want to be.
You know what they say some times
"Your everything & everything but enough."
 
Thanks for totally ignoring me babe in the last 15 mins of are coversation
but i still Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting u
 
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----the cutest poem i ever made ----

Promise me ill be the only girl you will [kiss]

Promise me ill be ill be the only girl you [love] from now on

Promise me my eyes will be the only one you [stare] into for hours on end

Promise me ill b the only girl whos [hair] you will play with

Promise me ill be the only girl whos [hand] you hold

Promise me ill be the only you [dance] with

Promise me ill be the girl who you ask those [ four beautiful words] to

Promise me ill be the only girl who you will wake up to [every] morning and beg to make you breakfast

Promise me ill be the only girl who you will [[sing]] love songs to

Promise me ill be the only girl who you can make [you] laugh

Promise me ill always be the reason you are [happy]

Promise me ill be the only girl that you [[dream]] of

Promise me ill be the only girl that you can sit and talk about all the billion memories we have for hours and [never get bored]

Promise me ill be the one that you will come to for [every problem ]

Promise me ill be the only girl who you call [amazing]
 
mattie ur gonna have 2 top this agian lol
xoxo brianne
 
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:45 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2007
--
Did u know that Term Papers suck
well they do
&& im tired
like always but i have to get my notes done :(
cause if i dont i wont do em at all
--
It hurt when u said u didnt love anything or anyone
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 9:51 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007
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Cancakes & donjeers
idk being ubber random
well i had a great day
--
im thinking about lots right now ...us.. 
i want chocolate chip pancakes still !!
--
Life [made] Simple
 
When its all said and done tell me baby will [you] be there in the long run??

 

                                                          xoxo brianne



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Published by black_voodoo: 1:55 AM
Updated On: 3/25/2007 at 1:57 AM

Friday, March 23, 2007
♥--♥
Im bored
I didnt sleep much last night :(
&& mattie eventually i will tell u how i feel
but anywhos
You kno wat i want ?
Chocolate Chip pancakes
 
A Beautiful Lie [[caught]] in a mistake™
 
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 6:24 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007
           
                                

Ok so i was laying in bed yesterday and tonight and i realized that i  dont know who i am anymore. i used to know. i used to show it. and now im not sure. im not even sure if who iam is a good thing. my anixity is horrible right now. everywhere i turn im getting freaked out my stress level is threw the roof .. one min. my life is getting better and im happy again the next second its back to the old days. im working as hard as i can and it seems like its not making a difference. i hate having secerets i wish everyone knew about my past and my fears so i wouldnt have to bear everything inside but they dont and never will. i cant sleep at night (insomnia) and i cant stop crying it seems like its all i ever do. all in all im like an ant in the middle of the desert trying to survive it just seems like i wont. it seems and feels that everything im doing for everyone or for myself is not good
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:46 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
-Stuff u didnt kno about me -

1. I microwave ice cream.
2. I repeat words in my head until they have no meaning.
3. I talk to myself.
4. When I'm home alone, I bounce around the house singing at the top of my lungs in the strangest voices until I get a headache.
5. I dance in my bathroom.
6. I dance regardless. Only in front of the my dogs though.
7. Sometimes I'd rather not talk to people, but just sit with them in silence.
8. When I only know part of a song's lyrics, I make up the rest.
9. I make up words if I forget the real ones. Like nilliate.
10. I sit on my couch watching old disney movies cuddled up in about 3 different blankets while drinking hot chocolate.
11. I have my dog trained to roll over when I snap my fingers and point at him.
12. I play pretend in my head for my favourite books and movies.
13. My Ipod puts me to sleep 
14. I always ask, "How is life?" and I realize no one ever responds correctly.
15. I <3 orange juice.
16. I usually stay on the phone till 6 Am.
17. I can tie a cherry stem with my tounge.
18. I sing to myself in the shower.
19. French fries in 1000 Island dressing is so fapping good.
20. I read the book "Everything You wanted to Know About Sex... and More" when I was 7.
21. I Love writing poems, and acttionaly i'm qutie good at it too.
23. I use to put money under my own pillow to make my parents believe the tooth fairy was real.
24. I squeeze the toothpaste tube from the middle. Just to piss everyone off.

25. I would eat Arby's for Breakfast,Lunch, & Dinner.

26. Sometimes in the summer or on weekend i wake up at 4 Am just to go joging
I <3 u babe
xoxo Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:25 PM
Updated On: 3/22/2007 at 12:06 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

I made spagetti
it came out amazingg
because i dont like 2 cook
but i will if i want to
i wud totally give u kids some but the whole internet thing wouldnt work out


--
Im tired
even tho we go out of skool at 12
oh yeah
i love u 2
i jus dont feel
like writing rite now
i feel like a girl with few words lol
 
 
I'm not complicated, complex, or confusing. I'm a pretty simple girl, you just have to understand me...he does
[maybe u should let go or atleast try]
 
xoxo brianne
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 2:54 PM
Updated On: 3/21/2007 at 11:20 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007
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So since most of u think is is probably entertaining
the whole blog writing shi*t im jus totally not gonna do it anymore
&& it sucks how one person can jus totally
stop me form expressing my feelings by thinking this funny
now im all sad :(
&& im gonna go to bed like this
&& im gonna have a f*cked up dayy
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:08 AM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007
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Yep i love u more than u will ever kno
as u can tell i love u or i wouldnt be expressing
my feeling 2 u
&& yes ur doing a very damn good job of it mattie lol
--
Well actually
i had a vey flusturing day
cause i didnt talk 2 him today
but im really happy cause he is feeling better :)
&& i loved ur blog it was cute im mean it was the best well i thought it was
--
Well im not really tired but i dont wanna stay on the computer all night long
or my mom is gonna start to annoy me i agian && i dont want that
i think im gonna jus go and lay in bed even tho its like 12:39am
 --
oh yeah i love how u write blogs about me and u tell me everything and ur not afraid to be senstive or embrassed && ur jus so cute on top of that lol
&& u know u and ur dog are cute  
but ur dog is cute jus a little bit more babe lol
I love u babe
 
xoxo brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:45 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007
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yeah im tired and its only 12 something but i have skool in the morning
my boo is sick still
it makes me sad
 ♥ 
 on a happier note
there is this guy rite && his name is matt williams last name idk yet but i will find out and add that in lol
 My heart was caputured  on March 10, 2007, && i might say that many times but its true
Whether were talking about his dog being my boo or if were talking about why he loves me so much
its always a great time
i found a great guy he is my best friend also
I couldnt ask for more  he's perferct for me
&& im his baby girl
&& his my little dork
lol
Mattie heres one little rule even tho u & i kno that im really bossy but i think u already did this rule but i will let u be the judge of that
 
1.i need this one guy who can make me happy...no matter what mood i'm in...no matter what kind of day i had...who will stick by my side through thick and thin...to love and to be loved.


I think personally this blog is to much but i dont care really ..i think its the way he makes me feel that has me writing my feelings to the world
             
       (matt ur gonna have 2 top this on ur blog hun i mean really top this )      
XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:01 AM
Updated On: 3/19/2007 at 12:21 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007
My babe is sick :(
it makes me sad that he is sick
cause i really really wanted to talk 2 him
By the way hun are *relationship* is gonna take us far :)
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 8:07 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007
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Aww i love my babe mattie
 he makes me so happy :)
we talked forever its now : 3:37 am
wow im a lil tired
i thought i wasnt gonna talk 2 him today i was wrong
he told me his feelings it made me feel all goofy inside (but don't tell him lol)
Man i love that boy
I'm very very attached him now but thats cause i love him
he means everything to me
that boy has my little cute heart
Even tho i was ubber sad when we didnt talk for 2 days but its ok now cause i talked to him today :)
I dont think i can even go to sleep now i think im jus gonna lay in bed and think of him cause he is jus that special to me
Damn this is a long blog lol
he makes me so anxious after i talk 2 him like i never wanna stop
he NEEDS to take naps so he wont be so tired when he talks to him babygirl
u kno wat the cutest thing is when he says my name lol he says in the cutest way ever !!!
                                                ----
                                             XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 3:36 AM
Updated On: 3/18/2007 at 3:37 AM

x_x

Saturday, March 17, 2007
I totally realized
that i when i really really like a guy
i get really really attached && when that happens sumthing always f*cks up && i hate it
So anywho
we havent talked in 2days and thats that about that certain subject (but i totally miss him lots)
i think my last blog was way over the top && his comment wasnt totally wat i was exspecting but thats ok
 
Shut the door...stay awhile
---XOXO
 

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:44 AM

Thursday, March 15, 2007
Yeah im tired
&& theres not much 2 say tonight like i thought :(
But thats ok

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:45 PM
Updated On: 3/15/2007 at 11:56 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007
LOL i love the title of my blog
I get to talk to my boo tonight or Earlier lol
I'm his babygirl [i love it when he says it]
idk wat else to say
Lets talk bout the weather lol
it was gorgeous out but its gonna rain :(
Chyeah im getting bored && tired and im gonna go take a nap or sumthing idk yet lol
 
i ♥ you much boo
--XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 5:36 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Your a dork well...my dork
Wow i missed him
He left me :(
But he apolgize in the cutest way
Umm idk wat to say right now
The internet suxs cause it ruined my conversation :(

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:26 PM
Updated On: 3/13/2007 at 11:36 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

(Jumbled Thoughts)

I love him & His cute voice & the fact that he can't sing
                               Xoxo Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 11:44 PM
Updated On: 3/13/2007 at 12:58 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007
 --You Know
I have had a bunches of things to say but so little time
well still so little time
i could sit here && tell u EVERYTHING but that would totally take up so much time
Lets's jus say that there is a certain someone that got to me in words i couldnt describe ... OMG it random thoughts agian .....your my everything babe, your my lover my companion,eventually beside me you will lay and tell me u love me & tell me everything, i know this isn't lust its that wierd thing we call love ,but to be perfectly honest he can make me smile when im sad which is the greatest thing ever  Yup. i think im done. yup done.

                           XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:52 AM
Updated On: 3/12/2007 at 1:41 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007
Shoot i dont know wat 2 say now
Im still happy well kinda even tho i missed him :(
&& i cant sleep agian
Im having jumbled thoughts agian
Lets jus see wat they are shall we lol I wanna sleep all day
and i wanna see it all

 i want everything
i want everything i cant have
I would of never thought of me with a guy like u in a million years i know that sounds kinda mean im sorry
I never would of thought of myself saying i love u agian
i dont know how i ever got by without u
Damn i must be really tired i havent let out my feelings like that in the longest, I might go to bed but i highly doubt that :)
---XoXo Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 3:40 AM
Updated On: 3/11/2007 at 3:46 AM

him

Saturday, March 10, 2007
you know--
 There is this guy && he totally makes me happy ,
&& i havent been happy in the longest
He says i talk 2 him like i care which i do cause i wuv him
--- XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 1:16 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007
;] is interesting... ♥ && i wuv him
                   XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 12:20 AM

Monday, March 05, 2007
i have insomnia & its driving me crazy  
XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 2:30 AM
Updated On: 3/5/2007 at 2:32 AM

Sunday, March 04, 2007
And I don't wanna know just what happened...]

fits how I feel right now so nicely. like blah .


Why the heckk do we protect the people who hurt us
and then hurt the people who love us..?!

Or maybe it's just me. But its  my therapy to act this way ..maybe wishful thinking?
                                    XOXO Brianne

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Published by black_voodoo: 3:54 AM
Updated On: 3/4/2007 at 3:55 AM


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