yep..its all me
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Feel like I’ll never be the same, Only to love you… You make me feel I’m alive
When everything else is unfair,Cos i’ve been through this before..But still I wonder why
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Published by black_voodoo: 2:06 AM
Updated On: 2/28/2007 at 2:16 AM
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Monday, February 26, 2007
Im tired && i wanna kno something true. About that one special guy that will make my heart stop && be normal but What's normal? Randomness && scattered thoughts agian
XOXO Brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 12:40 AM
Updated On: 2/26/2007 at 12:56 AM
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Akward everything is so akward it truly bugs me like everything else im so tired but i cant sleep i lay in bed and think about the weirdest things in the world lately Yeah kno wat i dont kno why i totally despised who i've become i really dont im jus ubber stressed which suxs because of my mother ans skool all the typical thing in a girls life ..Like i said jumbled scattered thoughts agian ...
Monday, February 19, 2007
Yeah im bored && thats that i feel like watching a movie idk wat tho lol
Monday, February 19, 2007
Damn im mind blogging && shi*t agian i hate it because i still cant sleep
I swear im totally f*cked like my mind is ...
Because i totally figured all this out i dispise the person i've become i kno this probably makes no sense but yeah these jumbeled thoughts agian
XOXO Brianne
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Yeah im tired and happy and i had a great day it was better than usually and im totally gonna be rambelling on about nonsense so im gonna go lol
XOXO Brianne
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Yeah im bored and thats that lol tomorrow is Friday yay lol Well anywhos not alot going on here i guess
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
I luv u lol yeah im being totally wierd rite now but u gotta be lol so umm yeah i guess im ubber happy agian and i only have 2 days of skool thank goodness lol
XOXO Brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 11:40 PM
Updated On: 2/14/2007 at 11:42 PM
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
I don't even want to sleep any more. It's unbelievable how much is on my mind right now. I think. Every time I try to write down my thoughts, they come out jumbled and senseless. It's kind of weird, in fact. If people were to read my blog, they'd be like 'what the f*ck...?' No joke. Um... well cool. I needed to get that off my chest. Life.mostly everything . Don't care too much about that anymore. Want to know what "that" is? Well, too bad because I don't even really know. I think it might just be everything. Well, not everything, but a lot of unspecific things... like everything but a certain list of specific things that I can't think of right now. If I tried to make that list, I know I'd forget something and I'd just waste more time trying to figure out what was forgotten. See what I mean? Jumbled thoughts. They don't make sense. Not too many will read this anyways, if any, so it doesn't really matter, now does it? Hah, awesome. I wish there was someone out there who understood me. It might help to understand myself first, though. I don't know if that will ever happen. Ok well I think I'm done now. Yup. Done.
----Brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 2:27 AM
Updated On: 2/10/2007 at 2:32 AM
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
we really arent going to ever meet anyways...that totally makes me feel all happy inside :(
Ugh... I can't stop thinking about what happened this week... It's f*cking with my mind so much, I can't even fully function, let alone finish my homework...
How could I have been so stupid? Have you ever woken up crying?
I've cried myself to sleep lots of times, but today was the first time I've ever actually woken up crying.
I tried, but I couldn't stop crying or even fully function.
Oh well.
---Brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 10:34 PM
Updated On: 2/7/2007 at 11:42 PM
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Tuesday, February 06, 2007
I hate not being able to focus... =(
Seriously... all I want to know is why.
It's funny how someone can say "sorry" so many times, and yet it has no affect.
Sure, you said some things that you shouldn't.
I'm not mad at you.
But realize that a single word isn't going to fix the problems.
Really, I don't think there's anything that can fix them.
It will be a slow, slow recovery, but eventually things will get better.
It really really suxs when u cry for the longest and then u dont have anymore tears
And you... well I don't know how you're feeling, but you'll feel better.
Who knows, maybe something good will even come out of this all.
Probably not, but we can always hope.
-----Brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 10:12 PM
Updated On: 2/6/2007 at 11:24 PM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
Hahaha.
I love how my mom bitches at me about how she's stressed out and doesn't want me to stay up late because it stresses her out more.
Yet, she doesn't bother to ask me why I can't sleep or even consider the fact that I might be stressed also.
And most likely I'm a hell of a lot more stressed than her.
Ahh, I can just see those problems rising between us again.
Yeah, I f*cking love it. (now on a greater note a survey )
Q&A:
Q: First thing you did this morning:
A: sorted my dirty laundry
Q: Last thing you ate:
A: a pb & banana sammich
Q: What's bothering you right now?:
A: myself and school
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: it could work
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?:
A: yeah
Q: Where is the last place you went?:
A: Corey's house
Q: Who do you look like: mom or dad?
A: my daddy
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: yeah
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you?
A: i think a few people are probably thinking about me
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: for the most part
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: purple
Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?:
A: at courtneys crib
Q: When was the last time you saw your birth father?:
A: last summer
Q: When was the last time you cried?:
A: a week or so ago
Q: Do you get angry easily?:
A: not really
Q: Take any vitamins?:
A: no, but i probably should
Q: What are you about to do?:
A: dunno yet
Q: Did you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?:
A: sometimes
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10:
A: 3.5
Kudos to you if you sensed the sarcasm and frustration throughout this blog. =D
[He] calls me[ BB]
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Published by black_voodoo: 11:05 PM
Updated On: 2/4/2007 at 11:06 PM
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Saturday, February 03, 2007
1. First thing you do when u wake up? turn off my alarm
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2. What color is your favorite hoodie? teal
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3. Do you like coffee? yea
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4. How do you get to school? my car
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5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? tired
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6. Whats the last letter of your crush's name? t
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7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? a-i-m
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8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having:i dont remember
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9. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month?yeah
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10. What are you craving? ice cream
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11. Do you floss?yea
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12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? looks like lettece
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13. What color do you wear the most? green
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14. How old is your dad? 39
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15. Would you dance with me to the taco song? sure
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16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? yea
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17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick it
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18. Do you use smileys? yea
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19. How many rooms are in your house? 5
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20. Have you ever met a celebrity? no
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21. Do you like cottage cheese? yea
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22. What's the last song you had stuck in your head? Jane Fonda-By mickey avalaon
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23. How many countries have you visited? none
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24. Are your parents strict? she tries but it doesnt work
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25. Would you go sky diving? yeah
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26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? no
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27. Would you throw potatoes at him?idk
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28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?no
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29. Have you ever tried to get inside the refrigerator? why would i do that
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30. Do you rent movies often?yeah when im bored
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31. Who sits in front of you in math class? jake
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33. What state are you from? Illinois
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34. Can you count backwards from 74?
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35. Where were you Friday night?Club Illusion
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36. Brown or white eggs? white
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37. Like rap music? yep
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38. Ever taken a train?yep
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39. Ever had a threesome? not that i know of
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40. Do you know who Skye Sweetnam is? no
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