yep..its all me
Sunday, December 30, 2007
I have only one new year's resolution just one usually i have alot && i never follow through on them
1. Find a guy that is that special guy im not asking for much actually someone that is fun loving ,knows me, can be with me thorough all of my bullshi*t ,i've been through so many messed of relationships to tell you the truth idk if i will ever find that special guy
Random much ?
btw there is this guy i used to like well im not gonna say used to but anywho i loved how he used to tell me that he walks to church in a suit and down the road all the ppl used to look at him and i used to love how we had these great conversations about nothing.. but thats something else to totally get into on another day .
:( we havent talked
1,2,3,4 left you with nothing but i want u to want some more
For your own protection, over their affection
Nobody broke your heart
You broke your own 'cos you can't finish what you start
For someone half as smart, you'd be a work of art
You put yourself apart
And I can't help you until you start
:D smile for me baby
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Published by black_voodoo: 11:01 PM
Updated On: 12/31/2007 at 3:23 AM
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
just to get your way keep screaming you'll never have anything
spare an apology
:D
Monday, December 24, 2007
mk
so you wont talk to me
what did i do?
Sunday, December 23, 2007
cannot find the words to describe how I am feeling to night i feel renewed/refreshed and I am currently missing a person
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
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Published by black_voodoo: 12:08 AM
Updated On: 12/23/2007 at 2:09 AM
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
cannot find the words to describe how I am feeling to night i feel renewed/refreshed and I am currently missing a person
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
cannot find the words to describe how I am feeling to night i feel renewed/refreshed and I am currently missing a person
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
cannot find the words to describe how I am feeling to night i feel renewed/refreshed and I am currently missing a person
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
cannot find the words to describe how I am feeling to night i feel renewed/refreshed and I am currently missing a person
And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow.
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest longing or simple song of hope.
That is why I'm singing...
Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying,
I'm gonna try and make you laugh.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
in one word: hard.
i've never felt the way i felt about anyone else until i met him. we had everything. and it all slowly fell apart, and now i just dont know what to do anymore. i always will love him with all of my heart-and i dont think he'll ever understand that. i put him through so much shi*t he didnt ever in a million years deserve. i've learned from my mistakes & i wont ever do anything like that ever again. i've lost the best thing that ever happened to me. but all i can say is that i wish him the best. whether i'm in his life anymore or not. even though it kills deep inside i'll learn from my mistakes & know what to do & what not to do in my next relationship like that. all i ever wanted was to be happy with him & we were for the l for a short period ...then i really dont know what happened. i guess i just got too comfortable knowing he was there & then when he wasnt there anymore i didnt know what to do. all i know is that we both have some growing up to do. & i wish i didnt have to wonder what he's doing now. i wish i could stop this wishing & just say my last goodbye. but its easier said than done, of course. with that said; i hope he reads this & thinks things through. because i know i need to think a lot of things through and figure out what i want & how to treat it the best i know how.
xoxo- brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 10:09 PM
Updated On: 12/17/2007 at 12:10 AM
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
all the things i wanna say will never ever come out because i'm afraid of what you'll say or do after i say them to you....
everything's just flying around in my head
i keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart
true f*cking love
xoxo -brianne
Monday, December 10, 2007
Would you rather be 170miles away from the person you love?
Or only a hour away ?
I wud choose the hour away
but thats a different story
Sunday, December 09, 2007
fall in bed too easily
With the beautiful girls who are shyly brave
And you sell yourself as a man to save
But all the money in the world is not enough
I bet you've long since passed understanding
What it takes to be satisfied
You're like a vine that keeps climbing higher
But all the money in the world is not enough
And I kept standing six-feet-one
Instead of five-feet-three
And I loved my life
And I loved you
Thursday, December 06, 2007
nothin but random blogs
Cause im tired of talking bout you
Anywho Who's Who
Lets see here
i pissed my mom off lol like usually ...cause i told her i didnt care because she was trying 2 tell me sum dumbass gossip in her pathtetic little life
Randomness
captain oh captain we've lost the direction
They took your life apart and called you failure's art
They were wrong though, they won't know
'Til tomorrow
xoxo brianne
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
(you're killing me)
time won't sit still
one last chance
to make you mine
ah talk to me i lovee ...
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Published by black_voodoo: 6:42 PM
Updated On: 12/5/2007 at 10:22 PM
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
I’m tired of being misunderstood, nerves are shot, weak – like old wood. I’m tired of being ill, no energy, can’t think, losing my skills. I’m tired of trying to make things right, i give up – I surrender, no will to fight. I’m tired of seeing others in pain, raises frustration, drives me insane. I’m tired of not being able to cry, i’d melt away, nothing left inside. I’m tired because I can’t feel, walking in a daze – numb this can’t be real. I’m tired of being “strong,” i’m weak, i’m fragile, its gone on way to long. I don’t know what else to say, i’m hoping, i’m dreaming, i’m begging, i’m pleading, please, take this feeling away. Right now… I’m just tired… of everything maybe
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