yep..its all me
Thursday, November 29, 2007
I just dont care anymore i once did
i really loved you were my everything now i just given thats all
now its just ......
I think maybe i wasted my time maybe i expected to much or maybe you just didnt care
Everything i wanted from you is gone
I gave you my heart
but thats ok
Like i said i've given up
Maybe weren't ment to be like i thought we were
xoxo- brianne
Sunday, November 25, 2007
I don't feel like writing blogs anymore
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Your screams are like music to my audio receptors........
I can't think straight right now the fact plagues my mind forevermore.
I just wish he would be mine. I want to be able to be there when he's crying and let him cry on my shoulder and id let him know everything will be ok... I can't stop thinking about him he floods my thoughts. he's so beautiful and talented. I could just stay up and talk to him all through the night.......if he would talk 2 me but i dont think thats gonna happen anytime soon
Someday if ever you loved me you will eventually say its okay
xoxo -brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 11:40 PM
Updated On: 11/25/2007 at 2:07 AM
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
Im writing you to tell you im sorry. Im sorry that we dont spend as much time together as we used to. I've taken advantage you. I only visit you on my time, and i no longer think of you as much as i used to. I think its best if u make up ur mind .. quit changing your mind ..i know your going through stuff && i really help u but i dont think u will let me thats alright i understand last night was a rough night...everything will be alright babe dont worry im here to talk if u want .. After saying goodbye to Corey at like 10pm i drove home... and crawled into bed... i was so incredibly tired... but for some odd reason i just couldnt fall asleep... so after hours of fiddling with my cell phone&& on my computer ... and past the time of ipod listening... and the painting my nails... watching t.v. i decided that i would lay down in my bed, close my eyes and hope for the best... at first it was a little overwelming, there were so meny thoughts racing through my head. Good ones, bad ones... i had decisions to make, things to do... but after laying there for about a half hour they started to fade away... I felt like God was telling me woah anna, you need to chill out and think... now the subject that last came into my head is wayyy to confusing to talk about.. but it involves two other people besides me, so some people know what im talking about, at first when i thought about it i was really bummed out, this topic is sooo not fun... i dont want to take the easy way out, i really dont, but if thats what needs to happen it probably will... sadly enough. but you know me, how my brain wonders, and i bounce from subject to subject like mad. I came to and idea. What if, once you born, god gave a name. A name of another person, that was already born, or yet to be born. That person got your name too, and that person was the one that you were supposed to spend the rest of you life with. You grew up knowing that person, god made you compatible, you loved the same things, shared the same intrests, and you knew that they were the one... there would be no cheating, no question, there wouldnt be another girl, or "chemistry" with someone else. There wouldnt be tha best friend gone bad that wants your guy. There would be no abuse, it would be PERFECT. but the world isnt like that. right now we're in a time of trial and error. Who knows the person your dating now could be your husband, or someone just to share memories with at highschool reunions, or you may never see them again. i wish things wernt complicated, but they are. Im willing to try, to try and make it through this rough time, are you?
xoxo - brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 12:08 AM
Updated On: 11/24/2007 at 2:15 AM
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Thursday, November 22, 2007
I think it is that time again to whine and proclaim my thoughts to the few of you that actually read this .I hate it when you try to comfort someone and u don't know what to say but then you end up saying something really stupid
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Published by black_voodoo: 11:39 PM
Updated On: 11/23/2007 at 1:40 AM
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
Were at the crossroads my dear
Where do we go from here
Baby you wont go maybe youll stay
I know im going to miss you either way
When two hearts are meant for each other, no distance is so far, no time is so long, and no other love can break them apart.
When I wake up in the morning
your the first thing that comes to mind
Would you cherish what we had?
if you do or did you would make the right decision im not begging or pleading but you do wat you want
Idk why im making this such a big deal i guess its just me thats all && i love u like i never loved anyone before
In a dream never to come true,
If there’s just one thing I want,
Baby, it’s you.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
You say you wanna make a book of my life but..
i'm straight like a page of your favorite author
Keep reading ..
Lets start with the first chapter
I hate you then i love you then like damn i wanna be with you
I see you on the other side of glass
of my memory bank
Lets mix my emotions with this shi*t called patron
and im gone
thinking these crazy thoughts about you
You're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you
I love you and hate you at the very same time
You say you wanna make a book of my life but..
i'm straight like a page of your favorite author
xoxo brianne
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Published by black_voodoo: 10:14 PM
Updated On: 11/18/2007 at 2:18 AM
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Sunday, November 11, 2007
so i have the most amazing boyfriend ever......and he makes me happy,and i love him, and it's not like i just started dating him and i love him, but we've dated before but things got kinda messed up then...but anywho jjust thought id write a blog talking about him cause i was thinking about him ..But i feel like like in neglecting you , i mean yesterday (Saturday) my intentions was to talk to you but then i got side tracked and it sucked :(
But u should know I © u
xoxo - brianne
Saturday, November 03, 2007
I guess im supose write about wat i wanna at this moment i guess but thing is idk wat i wanna do at this moment ... I wanna finish this lovely conversation with u that were having but then i kinda don't because i know that its not gonna happen for a long time ? sound comfusing ??? it confused me also lol
" I got that fire" lol
I was so happy. from are conversation i even had a little smile also... i havent smiled all this week lol
xoxo -brianne
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