I've told myself so many times, that the only thing i could do, is anything that is right for myself, i have so many people on my back , so much pressure, that can't seem to get in control, but this will all end, after I hit da bud, i said to myself no more, and I'm seriously gunna dedicate myself to go back to who I used to be, this isnt working for...honestly,...what have i become..I'm a disgrace, a shock, a smoker that is hooked...but apperantly, my mind has switched to think differently this time!and ill stick to, if i put my mind to it...
